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Megan Polston

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many different people [Nov. 14th, 2006|07:42 pm]
Megan Polston
I love you.
I hate you.
I miss you.
I think you should never speak to me again.

you are over it.
I'll never forgive you. Or you.
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I'm lost [Sep. 27th, 2006|06:51 pm]
Megan Polston
[mood |nauseatednauseated]

what the fuck is going on with everyone?
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(no subject) [Sep. 18th, 2006|02:53 pm]
Megan Polston
I started looking or apartments in Birmingham online today...let me tell you...it's already a pain in my ass.
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last night's dream [Sep. 17th, 2006|03:55 pm]
Megan Polston
A guy that I only slightly recognize was standing on top of a huge building. (I don't know who he actually is. But in my dream I did) I overheard someone close to me say, "what's taking him so long?" Then the guy jumped. He didn't know he had a cord attached to him. I scream, "oh God, no!" But I see everything he sees...I see, through his eyes, the ground getting closer but I'm not scared. I'm excited. He reaches the limit of the cord which is only a few feet from the ground.

I get to him and I rush him off to my car. It's almost as if I'm carrying him on my back. It's pouring rain on us and I get out my umbrella. He's soaked. I don't remember if I was or not...He asked where my car was and I pointed to the one in front of us...We both open each others door and I see his face and his hair and he is soaking.

A girl walks up to us and I get into my door holding the umbrella over their heads so they can talk without getting rained on. She doesn't look as wet as he. The conversation seemed strained and sad and was over quickly. They say goodbye to each other and she gets into her car and he gets into mine. I ask, "what was that about?" and I get no reply...even though he's in my car, he seems to be in hers as well.
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I like it [Sep. 14th, 2006|12:51 am]
Megan Polston
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Birmingham Part Two [Sep. 12th, 2006|07:24 pm]
Megan Polston
[mood |lost but determined]

The interview went well. Basically all I need to do is get an apartment...That's the hard part. I've got to find something cheap. I really don't care what it looks like as long as I don't get killed every time I walk out of my door. Or hurt. So yeah, a cheap apartment in an ok neighborhood...

anyone know of anything?

I left Montgomery and felt really depressed. It was so nice to see everyone I used to work with. The food was amazing...just like I remember.
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Birmingham [Sep. 11th, 2006|09:58 pm]
Megan Polston
[Current Location |at Sara's apartment]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |The Fray]

I have my Birmingham interview tomorrow at 3:00

I cannot wait. I really hope I get this job and that I'll be able to afford an apartment there. I hope this is what I've been waiting for.

Is it possible that my life is actually starting to go right?

Wish me luck.
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endless thoughts [Aug. 29th, 2006|09:00 pm]
Megan Polston
[mood |anxiousanxious]

I've been trying everything to think of something else...
everytime I think about it my hearts beats hard. It's starting to hurt my chest.

someone distract me for a little while.

still waiting on the Birmingham news.
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desperate measures [Aug. 24th, 2006|04:46 pm]
Megan Polston
[mood |sick to my stomach]
[music |It Dies Today]

All the way home I longed for a car crash. Today has been hard.

I'm reading a wonderful book that excites and depresses me at the same time. I'm loving every page. Thank you Krissy for letting me borrow it.

I'm tired and want to leave again. This town is nothing.
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ETID... [Aug. 21st, 2006|02:27 pm]
Megan Polston
[mood |heart broken]

I heard Chris quit ETID...I hope he didn't. My heart is crushed...

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